In order to serve, you must come as you are.

I’m not perfect. No one is. Honestly, I’m broken, and back at square one. But it’s because I Trust in the Lord that I may gain the strength I need. It’s because of him, I come as I am. Being real with my sisters and brothers. I shall not hide my emotions. There’s a lot going on and a lot is going to happen. It never comes out the way I want it to be. It never comes out the way we want it to be. Why? Because its not for us, I’ll say it as many times.. This life isn’t for us. It’s for God and when he feels we are worthy to receive a day to ourselves then he’ll offer it to us.

I’ve been busy with planning, homework, commitment, etc. I’m even busy with the upcoming PCN in Sacramento coming up. I didn’t plan to do all three but I prayed and He calls, you can even ask the witnesses. I didn’t want to go at first but it’s because God’s plan calls me to it. I’m acting, dancing and singing for PCN2012. I honestly thought I was just going to do acting. But anyways, I’ve been so busy, if I can make time to serve the Lord, and life doesn’t come the way I want it, it’s because the I Trusted in the Lord to take the time to serve and to trust Him with the plans He has for me.

Serve or don’t serve. Come to camp without preparing yourselves and God has a different plan for you. You shall see soon enough. Come to camp with preparing yourselves and God is truly grateful and blessed and shall reward you. It’s a privilege, not a right.

No one is perfect, accept it. Just be yourself and be real. Trust in God’s plans. It’s more than what meets the eye and what we imagined in our heads.

I don’t like it, but I have to Trust in Him that it’s for the good.